Title: On The Outside 
Author: Brunhilde
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Summary: Their quest from an outside POV
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The beginning is the easiest place to start 
from.  It's the beginning of the game, the 
first time I saw them - the start of a 
relationship.  Cat and mouse.  It's also 
pretty much the only place to start - unless 
you happen to be a time travel whiz.

So the beginning's where I'll go from.  The 
beginning as far as they're concerned, 
anyway.

I suppose it all starts ten years ago, in a 
building in the countryside off Route 32.  
It was originally a chicken house - a huge, 
towering thing that looked as if it had 
dropped from the sky and set down roots 
where it stood.  Empty by that time.  There 
was still a faint residue of smell, 
lingering despite years of abandonment, and 
the flutter of the odd feather, dislodged by 
the breeze of the opening door from some 
crevice in the walls.  That's where they 
found the first body, where the nightmare 
started.

It was a sunny July morning.  In the cottage 
across the road, a small boy was playing in 
the courtyard, making mud piles for garishly 
painted wooden cars and lorries to drive 
over.  His parents were probably in the 
kitchen, or in the living room, doing what 
they always did at the weekends.  The boy 
liked weekends best.  His parents would 
clean the house, and he'd go outside because 
of his asthma, playing in the sunshine with 
his latest combination of plastic men and 
toy cars.  At the moment, the bad men were 
crawling up the hill to try and find the 
good men's base.  It was a fun game.

A shadow blocked the sun.  The boy looked 
up, freezing the game for an interested 
second.  A man stood over him, smiling.  
Maybe the man asked him to show him the way 
to the next house.  Maybe he asked him to 
point out something along the road.  But the 
game in the mud was never finished.  His 
parents, checking on him like they did every 
ten minutes, found an empty courtyard.  
There were two sets of footprints in the 
dust, tracks leading out on to the road, 
where they disappeared on the hard tarmac.  
One of them phoned the police, but by the 
time the flashing lights drew up outside, it 
was already too late.

It took them ten minutes to find the body on 
the cold floor of the chicken house, blood 
mingled with the dust and mud, still 
clutching a toy soldier.

Something must have seemed wrong because 
they brought in the FBI.  Two agents - a man 
in a black suit and a woman in high heels 
and a blue skirt, badges pinned neatly to 
their jackets.  They went in to the chicken 
house, stood for a minute looking around, 
getting a feel for the place, then the woman 
knelt beside the boy's small, still-warm 
body.  Maybe something stirred inside her - 
pity, anger, sadness - but she did her job.  
Cause of death, outstanding features of the 
victim's body, all duly noted, then she 
stood up and walked over to the man, looked 
at the floor and said something softly.  He 
put a hand on her arm, probably said 
something comforting, and after a quick word 
to the investigating sheriff, they left.  
Their car stirred the dust, and a small red 
toy van crunched underneath the tyres.

After they'd gone, the parents wept, of 
course, and the police vowed to bring the 
killer to justice.  Of course.

And then they found the next body.

This time, it was an abandoned warehouse, 
uptown Vancouver, no different from any of 
the other rusted, flaking giants that all 
towered along the road.

A family lived down the street, their little 
boy allowed to roam the area with his little 
cars and aeroplanes.  Be back for tea, he 
was told, and he ran off in to the complex 
maze of empty buildings, re-enacting battles 
and chase scenes.  Halfway through the civil 
war, a shadow blocked the Confederates' view 
of the sky.  The boy looked up, saw a 
smiling face.  Maybe this time, he saw the 
hint of menace, tried to run away, but the 
neighbours were too far away to hear 
anything.  It was only when his mother out 
the tea on the table and watched the road 
anxiously for his return that his father 
thought to call the local police, and it was 
only when the sun went down that they found 
his little body stuffed between two rubbish 
skips.  

The FBI turned up again, the woman gently 
pulling the body out and laying it on the 
ground.  The man bent down and picked up a 
little aeroplane, ran his fingers over the 
snapped wing, and glanced over at t he 
pitifully small body.  Probably wondering - 
why do this?  What kind of person?  What 
kind of mind?  Maybe even, where next?

This time, when they left, the car went 
slowly.  They would try and solve the 
murders all night, weigh evidence, look at 
forensics, compare the case with the seven 
previous murders that had occurred three 
years ago.  Unsolved.  An MO too offbeat, a 
method of death too arcane to be the kind of 
thing any serious agent would consider.  
Obviously, these agents were different, 
willing to search in other directions to the 
obvious.

Maybe they wondered if they could solve it 
in time to protect the next victim.

When they found the next body, they realised 
they couldn't.

The only clue was a little blue soldier 
dropped at the entrance to a boarded up 
supermarket, the chipboard covering the 
smashed windows of the door wrenched away to 
force an entrance.

The boy had been playing in the street 
outside his house, the only place in their 
cramped dwelling with enough space for him 
to have a full-scale war.  He played under 
the watchful eyes of his mother, pulling up 
the weeds between the house and the pavement 
to build a forest for the soldiers.  She had 
only been gone for a minute, to fetch a cake 
from the oven, and while she was gone a man 
spoke to her son, maybe led him away, maybe 
asked him what he was playing.  When she 
came back the boy was gone.

The FBI were there in an instant, their eyes 
scanning the area warily for any indication 
of the boy's whereabouts.  They seemed surer 
of themselves - knowledge gained overnight 
in an exhaustive search for the truth.

The woman pointed towards the supermarket, 
said something.  The man nodded and leaned 
over to speak to the sheriff.  

They broke down the door of the supermarket, 
guns at the ready.

"Freeze!  FBI!" yelled the woman, and I 
realised she had red hair.  I hadn't 
noticed.

That's where they caught me, trying to hide 
between the empty, rusting shelves, the 
boy's body stowed in the old refrigerator.

It was all necessary, a by-product of order.  
The plastic soldiers, the battles, were a 
symptom of a disease, rampant, insinuating.  
I had to make sure it didn't spread - no 
more violence.  God will reward my crusade.

It was my calling.