Echoes - Epilogue Complete. "I....I can't do this Mulder.." "Yes...yes you can.... go for it." "I... don't know if I can.." "Yes you must... we don't have a choice ... It's okay ...I'll be alive....with you...I can deal with the rest...." he gulped down his own tears and the sickening dread that gripped his heart. "..later.... Scully please." His partner leaned down and kissed him, awkward and strange because he was upside down facing her. He felt her warm lips against the wet chilled skin of his throat, her fingers stroking his cheek, and he was buoyed by her courage when she whispered "Okay," against his ear, no more than a quiet shaky breath. "I love you Mulder," her fingers smoothed the clumps of drenched hair out of his eyes, then travelled down his cheek and wiped moisture and blood from his lips where he must have bitten them. She crushed his body against her for what seemed a long time but in reality was just a few beats.Not wanting to relinquish that precious contact with him. There was a roaring in his ears now, like bees on the warpath and his head was the hive. An unrelenting noise that twisted into an almost faraway lilting voice, transporting him into the abyss, pulling him down further as he watched her eyes bleed water all over Echoes - Epilogue (Disclaimer in part one.) Undetermined time later. Sand dunes near the Giants Causeway. NI. Damp and cold to the bone Katherine sat dazed in a sandy dune. Ears still deafened she remained there for a while, unable to think or feel, or see anything. Her head hurt and for a few moments it was hard to remember who she was. Getting up she thought she should be somewhere... The storm ....yes the storm....Dana, Mulder.. "Oh god....No!" She ran, despite her gammy legs she ran, not really knowing where she was or going but she had this voice in her head familiar and compelling so she followed where it sent her. The air was electric like the storm had charged everything around her heightening her energy and purpose to find them. The waves and the wind still mocked her but she ignored them. It seemed like hours since she had been running but her breath carried her on, wind at her heels and sloshing of wet sand soaking her stocking clad legs. When she could go no further her steps faltered and she stopped, gasping. There was something moving up ahead... but sometime during ...whatever this was, she had lost her glasses and her vision was blurred. Never did get that laser surgery did ya Katherine, damm it to hell, her conscience mocked her. But It looked like.... No it couldn't be.... "Merlin." The dog saw her and came bounding over to her, he was wet and sandy and wouldn't keep still as he licked her all over, practically shaking with euphoria at finding his mistress. She bent down and ruffled the dog's wet fur hugging him to her while tears streamed down her face. Her poor niece and her man were probably dead, there was no way they could have survived all that, it was happening again, it had taken them too....just like Ned... like... Corwen.... and the tears flowed anew at the thought of them... Her partner and only Son. Lost here so many years ago... claimed by this coast's unforgiving, indiscriminate wrath.... She only sought to understand.... Now they had robbed her of her Dana and Fox as well. How could she ever tell Maggie, that her only surviving child had lost her life trying to save the man she loved ... just as she had lost her loved ones all those years ago? Merlin started to bark, pulling away from her before she could stop him leaving, her arms empty just holding fresh air. Katherine climbed unsteadily onto feet made weak with grief and followed him; he was going like lighting up the beach towards what looked like the area of the causeway... But the landscape was different somehow; like she'd been transported to another place entirely. Chunks of rock strewn out across the beach like discarded toy blocks thrown by an angry child. Deep fissures in the sand opened up like greedy mouths swallowing smaller rocks and drifting sand kicked up by the wind rising in great swirls like apparitions skimming over the shore. Hexagonal clusters of basalt indigenous to the famous causeway lay scattered and tilted in the sand but when she rounded the edge of the long beach where the cliffs had been, there was nothing there. .....A large gaping maw of cliff had vanished and the pillars of rock that once stood like organ pipes so tall and impressive had gone... scooped out like a vertical crater as if something had tunnelled through it and blown it apart on impact. She bowed her head, tasting fresh tears, wishing it had blown her apart as well, the guilt and grief threatened to overwhelm her but then she felt something soft and wet against her hand. Merlin barked again and tried to pull her coat sleeve.... "No, not now boy.... I'm sorry, can't play with you now....please.." But the dog was insistent and kept tugging before finally breaking away again, seeing that he had his owner's attention and scampered off up the beach a few feet ahead towards an outcrop of rocks sticking up from the sand.... no they weren't rocks... "Oh my ...." The dog jumped around in excited abandon finally able to show his mistress his find, circling and barking. Something was moving. Despite advancing age and fatigue, Katherine ran the rest of the way. "One, one thousand, two one thousand...three.." A breathless, Dana Scully had been so intent performing heart massage on her partner's lifeless body that she never heard her aunt approach until she felt a warm hand rest on her back. Looking up startled, she saw the unspoken question in the old lady's eyes and nodded acquiescence. Wordlessly they slipped into sync working on the badly injured agent. Katherine doing chest compressions and her niece with her mouth fused to her partner's blue lips forcing life giving breath into his lungs. Swirling sand and wind whipping around the trio as they worked with a single purpose to do the seemingly impossible. When he coughed finally, his body physically lurching off the sand in his, lover's arms they both cried, Scully hugging her partner to her tightly and pressing her lips against his forehead. "It's okay Mulder, it's alright ... you're going to be fine. Breathe... Keep breathing ..just..we can work out what happened later...but for now ...." " A chuisle mo chroi," Katherine whispered softly, touching Mulder's face as he opened two sand crusted eyes to meet her beautiful smile and his Scully's. Carefully they rolled him into the recovery possition mindlful of his managled legs and doubtless other injuries. Mulder's coughed quickly turned to vomiting and a seeming endless slough of gritty sea water pooled in the sand under his mouth. katherine draped her wax jacket over his shuddering body while scully checked his viotals as best she could. In the distance a helicopter circled and banked towards them, moving ever closer. Ballycastle Hospital 22nd March. Mulder was lucky, after being rushed to hospital by an Irish navy rescue helicopter, undergoing surgery to set both his broken legs and treatment for bronchitis, concussion and exposure, he only spent three days in intensive care with breathing problems and an erratic heartbeat. Scully was unhurt but shocked and spent a night sleeping on a put you up bed near Mulder's room, lovingly watched over by Katherine who refused to leave the hospital until they were awake and looking healthier. She divided her time between them. No one knew how the emergency services were called. The generator had been down at the farm at the time and there was no way anyone could have known... unless .... Scully had her own theories as to where the helicopter came from. She'd inquired to thank those responsible for airlifting them from the beach only to find there was no record of such a helicopter ever being sent out and the Irish navy couldn't even trace the registration code. It didn't belong to them. All they could tell her is that a man who wouldn't identify himself had emailed them. Right then she could have cared less. she had no idea what happened out there on that cold vicious day but what she was thankful for was the fact that Mulder was alive ...and in once piece not least though they were so far from home they had her great aunt's caring company. One thing though was that when Mulder was examined in hospital it was found that he had sea water in his lungs, and in his unconsciousness kept muttering about mermaids. During a lucid moment he'd claimed they'd dragged him from the sea to save him from drowning. Katherine had grinned indulgently at that, saying that they may never know and that something mysteries were best kept that way. Scully feared Mulder would want to go explore that beach again soon as he was able to get hold of some crutches, maybe open a new X file when he was better. ...it terrified her. She was still coming to terms with her ordeal. Waking up alone and frozen, dazed without Mulder, not knowing how she got there. Not knowing if her partner were dead or alive. Her head arguing with her heart that he surely was gone from her life. Her heart refusing to beleive that. Sometime later she had simply stumbled over his body while wandering for what she mistook for hours and found he wasn't breathing. . A nightmare still fresh enough to wake her from sleep gasping for air. Fractured images of him falling,dying a hundred diferent ways. Scenarios she couldnt fathom if they were real or imagined. So much of that day was sureal and hard to take in. Alive... he cheated death once again and her fingers confirmed that as they soaked up his strong hearbeat beneath his hospital gown as they rested against his chest; tiny shamrocks for luck in miniscule print, she smiled inwardly. How quirky. St Patrick may well have saved him as much as any other explanation for all this. Maybe Katherine was right.: *Some mysteries were best left be.* ***** Black Rock Cottage 29th March. A few days later, after Mulder had been released they returned to Katherine's farmhouse, the old lady making a bed up for Mulder in the conservatory that swept a full panarama out over the fields down to the sea...It was breathtaking, even though he still slept a lot with cocktail of meds he was on, he got a kick out of the veiw. Scully on the other hand found it rather unerving after all that had happened down there but Mulder seemed pretty relaxed. Kather had given him her laptop to surf with and he'd had a couple of conversations with the guys about a few things. Scully hoped he wasn't teasing Frohike ...tooo much. He'd been even more delighted that katherine's sun room harbored some hidden treasure; in this case a very large plasma Tv squirrelled away inside a big pine cabinet. Since he was confined to bed for a week or so he probabaly would find it too hard to behave if he could access a few ball games on ESPN. He wasn't going to be able to travel yet for a few weeks and in truth the old lady was only too happy to have their company a bit longer. It seemed that Seamus and Merlin thought so too as they were both curled up either side of Mulder as he tried to scratch at the tops of this plaster casts. "Damn it I wish I had a knitting needle or something. It itches." Mulder complained as Scully brought him a mug of hot milk. Heavy meds meant he couldn't have caffeine yet so tea was out. However, it didn't stop Katherine spiking his milk with odd drop of Poitin when her niece's back was turned. She winked conspiratorially at Mulder, a gesture that disturbingly reminded him of Frohike, and handed him a plate with some more upside -down apple cake which he was fast getting addicted to. "Aye if ya had that you might stab yourself in your leg. I have something in my pantry better for making you forget the itch." "I'll make you forget all about the itch Mulder, if you promise to behave and quit scratching." Scully purred in his ear and she shifted the cat to sit beside him on the floor by the sofa, her hand squeezing his. "Ah you know Scully this is a bummer, me being laid up like this. We never got to do much sightseeing. What about Skinman's Bushmills. He'll kill me." "Probably for the paperwork on your medical leave and desk duty when we get back too." Scully piped in to remind him. Her aunt looked thoughtful. "Well you know if I have to be honest," the old lady shuffled off to the kitchen for a moment. She returned shortly with a big dark brown bottle bearing a James' label. "James's is better by far a whisky, but everyone and his chum head over to Bushmills when they come to here because it's well known and they canny guided tours. You tell that boss of yours that this is a much better brew. I'm telling ya true." "Thanks we will but Katherine, you didn't have to go out of your way to get that for me." "Oh I didn't... it's an old bottle and I filled it up with a drop of hard stuff." Scully and Mulder exchanged amused glances. His partner swatting his hand as it went to scratch at his casts again. "You mean you filled it up with Poitin." Mulder started to laugh at Katherine's knowing wink. "I'd have just peed in it, " "Mulder," Scully swatted his good arm for that. "And when he runs out he is welcome to come visit me to pick up a fresh supply. Poitin, that is not pee." The old lady added laughing." Sides' don't have you aim, Fox." "Got an inexaustable suppy of that too.. ow... Scully! He did give me this cold...which turned into an ugly chest infection." Seemingly on cue his lungs erupted again. scully rolled her eyes. "Which he will get full karma for every time he has to slave over filling in your sick leave forms." Just then something came through the letter box in the hall cutting off Mulder's retort and Scully went to retrieve it. She returned holding a newspaper. "That's odd Dana; I don't normally get a delivery out here." "Really?" "No, lets give that a once over." She popped on her new specs and scanned the print on the first few pages. She looked up a few moments later, a shocked expression on her face. "Dana, you and your man might want to see this." Dana took the paper from her and stared at the news article from a few days ago, sat down next to Mulder and shared it with him. It made no mention of their lucky escape as she had expected, but instead reported that that causeway area had suffered a disturbance, a small earthquake.... the epicentre a few miles out to sea. The photo of the beach area and the Giant's Causeway though was very intriguing. It had been taken the day before by the British geological society, but ....was strangely intact, none of the destruction that they had been embroiled in. It was like it had never happened. Mulder looked worriedly at Scully, she could see him mulling this over already, forming a hypothesis ....Knowing he'd be itching to take a look for himself if he thought he could get away with it. She gave him her patent stern eyebrow and he chewed on his lip and scratched at his neck. "It's as though it's rebuilt itself ....that's astonishing." "Aw it is that. And it's taken its secrets inside it again. But for how long?" Suddenly the penny dropped. And Mulder gasped his eyes full of compassion he looked at the old lady and watched her eyes cloud over. "Katherine? Is this what happened to Ned?" The old Lady got up and came over to the big window that overlooked the landscape down to the bay. "Aye.....it is. And someone you didn't know. My only son, Corwen. A number of years before we moved here, Corwen went on a camping trip with his school friends. He was sixteen, old enough to be going on a weekend away with friends. Sensible lad, good grades, loved us both like a son should." Turning to look at the rolling sea beyond the window, "Well .... I think you can guess what happened. We came up here, bought this place to be near him somehow....after he was lost. It helped a lot until Ned. This coast took him too, swallowed him up in the rocks. Gone. They never found his body but he'd been in that area walking when it all kicked off. Went out one day and never returned. He used to look for him down on the beach. He never did get over his death. Some say he went and drowned because he missed his son so much but I think they suffered twin fates." Scully was almost in tears. "I'm sorry I never knew. I knw about Ned but ...I never realised you had a son..mom didn't say." Katherine smiled. "No one did really. Your mother was the only I one was in touch with, having burned our bridges with our local family here, was only in the last ten or so years since we got the internet that I came across your mother and our family in the States. Did one of those families reunite things? But anyway, I don't know if I ever mentioned our boy to her. He'd been gone so long and it was too painful. I didn't want any pity." "Sorry, so sorry we never realised." Scully replied, tucking a blanket around Mulder as he lay down. The meds were making him sleepy again. Katherine crossed the room to the mantelpiece and took two small objects from the top and brought them over to him and Dana. Mulder recognised them as something he'd perused when they'd first arrived. She handed them one each and smiled sadly. "I want you both to have these. Corwen loved this place; he always talked of mermaids..... Singing to him when he was came to the beaches here as a child. Drawn back year after year. A special place for him." "Oh Katherine we couldn't." Mulder felt tears prickle at his eyes but his partner's were already spilling down her face. She'd been to hell and back in the last few days, wondering if he would recover....the whole trauma and unanswered questions. Seeing him so ill and his condition touch and go.Reliving their cliff face horror in her dreams over and over. To think that her aunt had gone through this twice now. "Thank you, so much we will treasure them always." Fox's childlike wonder and whispered reply reminded her so much of Ned. And he would have liked this amazing young man. Katherine's lips curled up in a smile. "I'd like to think there are mermaids Fox. That they spared you from two warring giants. When you were delirious you were saying they pulled you from the water you know. Perhaps Dana too. They owed me big this time." She pursed her lips. Mulder shook his head, unable to pull that yet from his eidetic memory, but just a fleeting flash of something tickled him in places he thought he'd forgotten. An angelic face, a never ending song that swept over him like a feather touch and too soon it was gone. When he came back to himself Scully was rubbing his hand. She leaned over and kissed his and she turned his mermaid over in his hand with such reverence, like it was speaking to him and only he could hear it. Katherine handed them a small glass of Poitin each and took one for herself. They toasted to the loved ones they had all lost and stared at the flames leaping up the back of the fire and just for a moment, Mulder thought he heard that ethereal melody again. "I'd like to believe that this time they saved both of you." Katherine took his other hand, still bearing the bruising of his ordeal and held it gently in her weathered ones. Mulder looked at her with great affection as he started to doze off again. "I want to believe that too." The end. Thanks for reading. Complete at long last!!! portia_ventura@hotmail.com